i really need to buckle down and kick it up a notch with my diet and workout routine as well the supplements to help me achieve my goals. i have tahoe in less than a month, then a bridal shower followed by a bachlorette party and then a wedding, all within 5 weeks. im kind of freaking out at the moment
boys and their toys
i may never understand why guys will just suddenely stop talking to you out of nowhere, its not like i dont know the reasons why. new girl, old girl, they used me, their over me, etc, yet they just dont have the balls to tell me that so theyd rather not say anything. I guess we never really leave highschool in our adult lives. and though it may bug me, i will not let it bring me down. instead i...
Don't be mad because I said I don't give a fuck....
having a hard time today remembering the people who are not in my life anymore but still alive. The ones who stopped caring and i just got too tired doing all the caring in the friendship. what hurts the most? they seem to still have a lot of the same friends, so why not me? whats so wrong with me that people always leave “i have to stop thinking that its not me, it has to be me”
its amazing that two weeks of being sick can undo all the hard work that youve done for working out. I’m back to where i started with three months to go and im feeling stressed and just dont think i can do it
Even giving my all, is never enough.v
I'm one step closer to the edge and I'm about to...
I’m honestly on the verge of a fucking a breakdown.
That awkward moment when you fly across country to see a boy and nothing happens.
goodbye to a lost soul
I lost a friend on tuesday. His name was victor. Victor was someone who accepted me for who i was, flaws and all. we became fast friends. close friends, that everyone could see. HIs friends and family accepted me.Then he fell for me and i didnt fall for him. He would get drunk and mean. and it started ruining our friendship. i thought id give him some space so i stopped hanging out. i stopped...
lets make the most of the night like were gonna...
that feeling you get when you meet someone, and its some one new, who you dont really know but who you just connect with for some reason. and you just have this amazing connection, and then you can get them out of your head. im right there at this moment. and i dont know how i feel about it. im going to try and not push him away but you all know me if you are reading this. ” we accept the...
That awkward moment when someone punches you and...
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thoughts about willie, death, and life
Arianna is now 2. The same age that Miru was when she lost her father. This past weekend maurie and rico dropped the baby off with us in bakersfield while her and rico attended a wedding. Every now and then the baby would ask for mommy or daddy ( she is a total daddys girl btw), and we would tell her they were at work and life would go on. Then the day came when mommy and daddy came home. Arianna...