Day 7
Four turn offs
1) lying 2) trying too hard 3) no love for life 4) thinking that not everyone is equal or deserves the same right
August 2010
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Since She Left: It's been a long time since we loved each other. →
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And now we’re friends. You come over and we play board games, and you still always win. I don’t know how you do it; winning every time without cheating. But all I can think about is how we played back rubs and our legs would intertwine under the table. You would flirt with me to try and distract…
“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect – your aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.”
—Bob Marley (via quote-book)
day 6- 5 people who mean a lot ( in no order)
1)katie
2) jen
3) robert
4) eric
5) mia
day 5- 6 things i wish id never done
1)meet you
2)believe in you
3)not come to bakersfield in march 4 years ago ( meaning i wish i had)
4) waited so long to be comfortable with someone
5) forgiven you
6) given up on a friend
Day 4, 7 things that cross my mind a lot
1) Willie
2) eric
3) school
4) family
5) my body
6) the settlement
7) going to europe
Day three; Eight ways to win my heart
1) eyes
2) smile
3) humour
4) how you treat your family
5) intelligence
6) passion
7) honesty
8) never give up
day 2, nine things about myself
1) i fidget constantly
2) i LOVE to read
3) i believe in ghots, aliens, The Bermuda triangle, basically all the weird crazy stuff
4) i very passinately believe in Gay rights and will defend them adamently
5) im sensitive to a lot of things but i dont cry in sad movies
6) im vertically challenged
7) i like to sing even though im not great at it
8) i love my family, my ENTIRE family
9) i broke my pelvis and tailbone
day one
1) you need to grow up
2) you dont know what love is
3) youre making a huge mistake
4) I will never trust you again
5) you deserve better
6) you need to focus
7) be mature
8) youre going to be a great dad
9) you dont deserve him
10) thank you
10 Days Tumblr Challenge
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
i dreamed about last night. Thats the third time this week. whats going on. I just want to forget you.
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“Don’t act like I didn’t fight for you. I did. Hard and for a long time. So please forgive me, if now that we’re over I’m exhausted.”
—Blair Waldorf (Submitted by: xheels-overhead) (via quote-book)
Time goes on and life goes on and i know that you have moved on, that you love someone else. So why is it that i can’t let you go? Why is it that there is some small part of me that doesn’t want to let you go. Maybe it’s because if i believe that you never loved me or even if you did and now love someone else, It is that much harder for me to believe in Love. It’s hard for me to believe in it now. I believe that people care for eachother deeply, but i do not think that everyone who says they are in love are actually in fact in love. Im glad that your happy, i really am, and maybe this is for the best. So did you lie to me when you said that for you and I, it was just a question of when now how? Do you remember that? Because I do.
I just want to forget you, forget what we had. Like you forgot me. Or maybe it wasn’t even what I thought. Just an illussion. Either way I’m more guarded than I was before you.
Last day in tahoe. I really don’t want to leave. I love it here. It takes my breath away every day. I belong here.
